Dreaming

Lookie here people. Saiful has written a poem. The last time this happened people screamed, people cried, people fainted. This time no one’s even reading. How sorrowful. But the poet writes kwa raha zangu (for his own pleasure). In my case i have to write for my own pleasure cos it sure isnt gonna please anyone else. muahahahahahaha.

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i just came back from dinner with south east asian. finally some of my people. lol. anyway here goes nothing (nothing indeed).

Dreaming, dreaming
Flying while sleeping
Dreaming, dreaming
Sweet dreams of you.

There exists a smile on my face
While I sleep, dead as wood
As our eyes lock in a loving gaze
How I wish it wasnt just make believe.

In a world so cold,
I wish I was so bold.

I wander endlessly in a maze
Running around aimlessly
Dead ends are all I can find
There is nothing more for me.

It is a sordid affair.
But why can’t i leave
It is a nightmare
But why don’t i leave

Daggers fly my way,
Every night and day.

At night when I’m all alone,
When everyone’s long gone,
I look to the skies up above,
Occupied with thoughts of love.

But it is now I must jump
It is now i must close my eyes.
It is now I must jump
For now is my time.

I leave no hesitation,
I venture forward.
There is no reparation,
I can’t look back.

Put the pain away,
For it’s a new day.

The tears have dried,
The heart has sighed.
The moon has faded,
It’s a new day.
The sun shines strong.

That I must try to accept.
Though I tend to forget.

Life will go on.
For ever.
Not pausing once,
Not ever.

But without you,
Life might as well end
For without you,
My life is dead.

No matter how I say
That its okay
And I can move on
I really cant.

I just want to pause life in that moment
That moment before I woke up,
When I was still dreaming of you,
Lying in my arms gazing into my eyes.

Great truths and Airport Sendoff.

I have realized some great truths about life. About my life in particular. I don’t like work. I like to play. And I can work if the work is something i enjoy then its not really work. The bottom line is that i am lazy. Anyway i am too lazy to write much more. So picture time!!!

Let me take this opportunity to thank all the people who came to send me off at Changi Airport. Your kind gesture is appreciated and forever cherished. Yeah anyway PICTURE TIME!!!

The goodfellas. muahahaaha.

Being funny.

I eat with anger. Like thierry henry plays with anger.

Me and the wittle wittle baby!!! hahahaha. wenjie if u are reading this do not kill me.

And yes. thats it people. thats absolutely it. just give me give me give me give me FRIED CHICKEN!!!!!!

Jonny in hospital

jonathan (daryl’s one not manyao) is in hospital. he fell from a ceiling. he climbed up a ladder to get there to retrieve a ball. ceiling collapses and he goes to the hospital. blood clot formed, skull fractured. and wrist broken. he gets neurosurgery. and now under observation. because of this, he wont take his o levels this year. that is likely to mean no poly/jc next year.

i have never been very close to the boy but i was close enough to feel pained at the news. and u dont have to be close to feel for him. u dont have to be close to feel angry. a school should not have hazards. how can u have a ceiling waiting to collapse? how can u have a ladder beside this ceiling? its very pissing off.

i pray for him and i hope he will be fine.

Emo? and other news!

So what’s up with these emo people? I don’t get them, they don’t get me. Well not many people get me. I don’t even get me. But the point I am trying to drive at is I dont quite get the emo people. The emo people – they’re like a total different human species.

Emo from Madras.

Emoism has even spread to India! And Indian policy makers are not happy. They are not happy at all. They are downright furious.

Tired angry indian legislator.

Well, as the Indian Premier Rogan Josh said, no life without wife. Nope. No life at all. Moving on from the ridiculity of that quote, Saiful is back in Canada. Hah! And its getting colder these days. Later in the day i will be meeting another singaporean at his house where we will talk cock. Brilliant. And after that dinner at a Singapore ristorante. Brilliant. HAH!

Gerald Lim, NS Veteran

And to end this post lets do a bit of poetry. Something to do with the night. I like nights.

Young is the night

And i like sunsets. Sunsets are divine. Simply divine.

Sun has taken a dive

And i like you near me. You are divine. Simply divine.

You’re by my side

And i hate it when you leave.

Please don’t leave

And when we put it together we get:

Young is the night
Sun has taken a dive
You’re by my side
Please don’t leave

Brilliant. Good day everyone.

Thoughts before the big match.

I am sitting here writing this just 8 hours before the big match in which me and many former team mates and friends will unite in a grand gala exhibition match. We havent played on grass for a long time and our dependency on asphalt could be a worry but it shouldnt pose a massive problem.

Shouldnt be a problem…

Well its getting late and i must be getting my sleep. Its gonna be a crunchin’ match tomorrow and i look forward to a good physical, intense, exciting and skillful match. Chu Hon might break my bones if he’s not on my team. Haha. I’ll kill him after that though.

Goodnight people.

Typing the night before the big game.

I wanna go in peace when i gotta die so forgive me for what i have done. and for what i did not do. I can’t bear hellfire yet i am unfit for heaven. eeeps where did that come from.

A good day…

Today was great. I had just moved in to my new place last night and today Chu Hon, Choon How, Yongliang came over to break it in. Haha. It was nice. They stayed for like 6 odd hours. Eating, playing high stakes poker (in the millions), shooting pool and watching rush hour (the first) were just some of the things that happened on such a fun day. I think the eating was a little too much though. Haha. I am soooo not losing weight. Sigh

Anyway looks like i wont be going to university in January anymore. I decided that i’ll do my NS first. So when i leave for canada next friday, i wont be gone for more than 3 month. I’ll be back by christmas. I’ll probably go NS in June next year if i can. Haha. Gonna die there. But its good. I like this idea better more than going to uni early.

Alot of funny things were done today. The pictures below give some indication. Haha.

“ooh its a webcam…”

Open wide boys!!!

“Do you feel lucky punk? Well, do ya?”

“Dirty honny, i am on the phone. And yeah i feel lucky.”

“I feel very lucky.”

That was a bad mistake. Cos dirty honny hadnt used up all bullets. Bang Bang. Its over.

“Oh my god. Its over. Its over. Why did he say he felt lucky, the unlucky bastard”