Uh oh!!!!

Uh oh!! theres trouble brewing in paradise… and the angels are confused. god is not happy and the devil is rubbing his hands in glee.

Life looks like a bright diamond,
But really its just a shard of glass.
Life is short and meaningless,
Don’t tell me I never told you.
You always knew it was true.
So don’t fret and don’t fuss
‘Cos it’s just a shard of glass.

Just a goddamned shard of glass. thats what we kill for, thats what we fight and cry for. a damned shard of glass. how shallow the mind is, how ignorant the soul is. oh Man, you are worse than any living creature. not because we are stupid, oh if only we were stupid then it wouldnt be our fault. but no, we are just vile.

When I was born,
I cried till dawn.
And when I will die,
Again shall I cry.

By now any reader of this blog will come to the conclusion that i am some sad depressed fucker. but no. no my friend. these lines are a but a mirror. the greatest folly man committed was to convince himself that he wouldnt commit one.

oh but its not so bad. if i can just get through this patch, i think things will be better. i think. i hope. i pray. to who? i dont know. i really dont know. for once i dont have the answers. and whats more i dont think there are any answers. just questions, loads and loads of questions. its A-Math all over again. oh my feeble attempt at a joke doesnt even make me smile anymore. it used to, once upon a time. but that was a long time ago.

lalala. goodnight